Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I thought it was a break....but just more to chit chat about

Well, it's been a bit since I've been here to open my life to the world only because I've been so busy with all the same things and some new. Most of you know I did get custody of my last little blessing and I'm about to embark on a divorce. It's all good.....it's been a long and rough road but worth all the blessing on the way. I'm hoping to open some new doors on the issues and needs of the next round of life I am looking forward to experiences. I suppose this new set of REAL LIFE in the day of ........well, that's about all I can say about it. It's just REAL LIFE. It's got to be for a reason and at times I wonder about shame but I do believe it's so I, brutally honest Lana, will tell the truth and shed some light because again, I feel as if I'm alone and this all new.....but it's not. Someone out there has been here, done this and bought the t-shirt. I just have to talk about it and again I'm not sure anyone wants to hear, but I do know some need to know.


Life has been pretty peaceful as far as my home with the kids. On the same day I got custody of the baby my husband moved out. Of course there are 2 sides to the story but I don't need to dwelve into any of that. I'd like to keep life peaceful. That's still a "work in progress"....lol... but worth any extra support with so many kids and the hopes in teaching them the same.


Holidays came and went with a lots of changes and a little experimenting on what will work best for the girls and I. We lost our dog of 12 years, Diva and let our 5 sugar gliders go to a good home where someone would care for them more than we could. With all going on and more to the plate I had to make decisions that would enable me to continue such long days and nights and allow for time for play with the kids. The first step was to start going thru all the boxes and extras I had from Mom's passing, more people in the home and God knows what all.